Does Ais Still Live Around King's Cross?

[juliejuliejulie]

why not just post lol - Edit that bit did you have a conversation with them then

[Clash]

juliejuliejulie said:

why not just post lol - Edit that bit did you have a conversation with them then

Every time I try to quote you, your post says something different!

In answer to what you originally said, I totally agree. Like I said, it was a stupid thing to do. I had a conversation with both of them. Aisleyne was really lovely, as you'd expect, and Michael seemed really nice too. I was pleased to see that they had remained friends. Michael mentioned that Ash was still having panic attacks and that he was helping her with those.

More info to follow... bear with me - I'm a slow typer.

[juliejuliejulie]

sorry Clash - just changed my mind in what i wanted to say so forgive me - Its very good that michael is there for her, especially when she gets panicky, this may have also been the reason why we saw very little of her after she came out of the house, had been locked up far too long away, and may have just wanted to crawl away for a bit and recuperate.

[rudyrudyrudy]

It seemed quite clear on the finale night that Aisleyne and Michael would remain friends: it's very pleasing. And they went to the Click premiere together the other day.

[Clash]

rudyrudyrudy said:

Cool, clash: great luck. I hear she is fun to talk to and gives of her time freely.

I'm somewhat unsure myself whether her agents bothered to pass on letters or cards sent to their offices for her.

I don't know about her agent but she did say that she had received a lot of letters that had been sent to the house (i.e. Big Brother) and that they had said similar things to mine.

I'd started my letter by congratulating her and saying that it had been very difficult watching her having to choose to evict either Jonathon or Spiral but the way she was thinking of them rather than which would give her the best tactical advantage showed how selfless and compassionate she is. I went on...

Over the days and weeks that you were in the Big Brother house, you revealed so many other good qualities and continually went up in my estimation. I have so much respect and admiration for you and that keeps on increasing the more I learn about the things you have been through in your life outside the house and how you have coped. No-one could blame you if you'd become embittered with a grudge against the world, but instead you've come through all the hardships and heartaches as a wonderful, caring person who will always put herself out for others. Far from thinking that the world owes you, you give the impression that you sometimes feel you don't deserve any better out of life - and that's my main reason for writing to you. I hope I'm wrong about this but you appear to have a very low opinion of your own self-worth. At first I put this down to you just being modest or humble but then you said the following to Spiral when he had a go at you during the prison task (the curry incident):
"I don't think I'm better than you... Spiral, I don't think I'm the Queen of Sheba. I don't think I'm anyone special. I think every other person in this house is worth so much more than I am. If you haven't realised that then you don't know me."
From the emotion in your voice on the last few words as you turned to walk away, it was obvious that you believed what you were saying, but you are so wrong about not being anyone special. I'd like to remind you of what Michael said to you on the night of his eviction:
"I'm honoured that someone like you, as beautiful as you and as kind as you - beautiful inside, that's what I meant - has chosen to be my friend. That is an honour to me... I'm absolutely honoured, babes."
How many other people could inspire such a lovely sentiment from someone they had known only a matter of weeks? Not many, I'd guess. It goes without saying that you are a beautiful person on the outside but it is the inner beauty that Michael mentioned that really makes you stand out. You are kind, caring and compassionate, considerate of others, tolerant, patient and respectful, honest, straightforward, sincere, genuine, and a loyal and dependable friend. I've already mentioned your modesty and humility, but try not to take these to extremes because you have so much to be proud of. I hope I'm mistaken about you having low self-esteem because there is absolutely no reason why you should have. You are a diamond with a heart of gold, and I too would be honoured to call you my friend...

[rudyrudyrudy]

clash, that's a great letter

[Clash]

rudyrudyrudy said:

clash, that's a great letter

Thanks, there was another 8 or 9 pages after that where I backed up what I'd said by examples of her behaviour in the house. Aisleyne said it was beautiful. I just hope I've done my bit to get her to value herself a bit more. She's a wonderful person but seems to put herself down a lot.

[Angie]

Clash that was lovely and it brought a wee tear to my eye and a big lump to my throat. I'm so pleased for you that you got to meet her and am not in the least bit jealous. honest

[Clash]

My only regret is headbutting the poor girl! (Don't ask.) * hangs head in shame *

[juliejuliejulie]

clash what a brilliant letter to read and you should be proud that aisleyne said it was a beautiful letter - she must feel that she is not alone in the world when folk like you are so kind hearted (hugs)