too ugly to be loved

[maringo]

mandala said:

last night at 11.30 there was a program with the above title on tele
the program was about body dismorphia (sorry about spelling)
well on it a young girl from burnley was discussing her problems and how she had 6 nose jobs

whilst she was doing this a television was on in the background showing the big brother housemates in the majorettes tasks
then she said if i was a beautiful as aisleyne i would not have a problem as she is a very beautiful person and my heart sank for her as she didnt appear ugly more a mental fixation on her looks which she cant cope with

well i know it was a small viewing but thought i would share

It's on again tonight on BBC3, 9pm and repeated 12.45am.

[goonkad]

I watched that show yesterday night and it was very sad, especially the girl Kayla(sp), who even after she was warned that her nose could be deformed after surgery still went along with it and it still didn't help her confidence, it's such a horrible illness

[juliejuliejulie]

MissLead i got these sort of photo's taken of me a few years back nice normal ones where you do poses, and thank god they were touched up, but im one of these people probably last 10 yrs i think, who hates looking in the mirror, getting photo taken just because i have put weight on * i look at myself years ago and when i was slimmer and i liked what i saw* i would do these poses for the camera and actually be not bothered, now when im in photos with my dogs or that - i always make sure im looking down at the ground or looking the other way....Im always not willing to socialise as i don't know what people are really thinking of me...i will go with a friend but thats it, im even too scared to go on dates lol